Dear beautiful you (or exquisite soul who is housed in a physical female or male body in this lifetime):
You can feast again upon the senses, allow the distance from the past hurts to breathe into your space. The grief may not go away, it just changes form and your relationship to it. These scars on the soul, they shape and embody our lives; in wholeness and in softness, the shell teaches us to be fluid again. In that gentleness (and spaciousness) we become strong, we can receive more of what life is yearning to give us. We can see the petals along the river as ourselves, that one sad story, washing back down to the sea. Ownership takes root. No other heroines to seek. A speck on the infinity of time, this lifetime, forever ours. Empty and heart-wrenchingly full.
My dear, that Queen (or King) heart of yours need not leave its throne. You can radiate and give all the love you desire whilst staying in its royal position within, anointed by Spirit and the Nature of Things. Mine once left, well many times more than once actually, and it then becomes a beggar, lost and looking, scavenging, defensive, bewildered. Allow *it* to give and receive in its natural home, and see how Love becomes you…. unwavering, tranquil, in inherent Divine Order. The design of this mysterious life, grit, grief, and all its glory, wants this for you.
I think right now, I’m also deeply in love with creation and mystery. So what is this intensity? What is life showing us? For me something, a deep ancestral or karmic sorrow, began whispering to me 4 years ago and the last 2 years have been WOWZA. Earth school has a way of breaking you down so you have no choice but to more deeply understand its paradoxical truths. I’m a believer in Divine Will. I also don’t know what to make of any of it…. I just know its time to get even more close to center. I feel in these days it’s a discipline of utmost necessity. Closer within, closer we rise to Love. Broken, beautiful, and radiantly alive. You’ve got this, you were born to do this, and you are coming back to remembering how powerful and connected we all are. You are sovereign, you are glorious, you are always home.
With love, to love, for love,